Is it wrong of me for not wanting my child anymore? He's 4 months old. I love him so much but I just can't handle it anymore.

I can't stand my life anymore. I have nothing. It's not 100% because of him though. I'm so depressed. I feel like the only way I can make myself feel better is to get up and go far away for a while.

I have a fiance but he is living with friends and they don't have room to take our son for a while. He also works a lot. I live with my parents but they won't let me do anything. I don't have a car and we don't have public transportation.

I'm only 20. I didn't think I could get pregnant so when me and my fiance started to think about trying to get pregnant, I didn't really take it seriously. I thought it'd help our relationship and people would understand us being together. No one wants us together. Our relationship is fine.

I'm just really depressed and my anxiety is really bad. I feel like I'm missing out on so much because I have no friends or anything. No one ever wanted to be my friend even before my son. Him and my fiance are the only ones I have anymore that care about me.

I feel like **** even thinking about not wanting my son anymore. I still want him, just not right now.